77 Days Left

So I haven't written anything for a very long time.  There were times when I sat down to write but couldn't find the energy to put my thoughts into words.  There was actually one time when I began to write and then deleted the entry.  There really isn't any particular reason why I haven't written anything for awhile.  It definitely hasn't been due to lack of material to write about.  I never even wrote about finding out that I passed boards.  The results came early so it's a bit hard to believe that it's true -- but, the results are true and I did pass.  Thank you to all those who wished me good luck on the big test day!

Sometimes the positive things like passing boards get pushed aside when rotations get crazy.  I'm currently on a very busy rotation that has long hours and a large amount of patient care.  I enjoy spending time with my patients and getting to know the owners.  I've been fortunate to have nice dogs and nice dog-parents.  No bite wounds for me in the past three weeks.  Unfortunately, some of my rotation-mates have not been so lucky.  Some dogs can be quite unhappy in the hospital and lash out at the nicest people.  I was so exhausted Friday night after another 13 hour day but I came home to a pleasant surprise.  Nate had dinner on the table with a bottle of wine and orange roses to accompany it.  I'm so thankful to have his support.  I wouldn't be able to get through the past three weeks without him.

Tonight I'm enjoying a little relaxation.  I hope everyone has a chance to relax a bit now and then.  Life can get so crazy.  Always something to worry about.  I try very hard not to let my worries overcome me.  Worrying about finding a job in Iowa City or starting an actual career could really be a full-time job.  As long as I keep looking and blanketing the area with my resume, I feel like I'm doing all I can do.  If I focus on things like orange roses and nights of relaxation, I'll keep my head on straight and not go insane with worrying.